scott carrier ~ running after antelope

January 3, 2012 in book reviews, reviews

Here is a book that comes with praise from author David Sedaris on the front cover and Sarah Vowell on the back.  But you probably haven’t read it.  I don’t know that for certain, however, after searching every bookstore I came across in Los Angeles County in California, and King County in Washington, I found not a single copy.  I am left to assume that the picture is the same across the rest of the country.  After unsuccessfully finding the book in a physical store, I resulted to Amazon and were I as famous as Sedaris or Vowell, I would have them add my quote to the back of the book also.

If the name Scott Carrier or the title Running After Antelope sounds familiar, you probably heard about it on This American Life, where Scott has been a contributor since the show began.  He’s also appeared on NPR’s, All Things Considered, and in Esquire, and Harper’s Magazine.

Though I’d either read or heard many of these stories before, the way they were compiled into this book made the experience fresh.  The stories are directly from his life and delivered with painful honesty, dry wit, and self deprecation.  From a little league football practice involving a haiku, to hitchhiking from Utah to New York, to his time as a war correspondent in Cambodia, Kashmir, and Chiapas.  He ping pongs between those stories and a chronological retelling of his pursuit of proving his brother’s theory: that our bipedalism evolved as a method of hunting.  He wants to chase down an antelope in the wild.

The antelope stories stretch from 1963, with he and his brother running though their back yard, to 1997 when he gets a group together to finally run after the antelope.  They form not only a thread on which the book is sewn, but also for Carrier’s dream in life.  You could call him a naturalist, he dismantles his house down to the studs, in order to live a more natural life.  He resents being flown to Cambodia in first class and staying in a six star hotel.  He is searching for the same natural lifestyle in his journey to chase down antelope.  He believes that it was how we once lived, that it’s what makes us unique.  He detours somewhere along that journey and it seems that he is not so much proving a hypothesis as he is hoping for an experience.

I was reminded of the late great monologist, Spalding Gray.  Scott is honest with us, he’s sympathetic, he’s inquisitive, and unafraid to seek answers to the most difficult questions.  Even when he doesn’t necessarily want to know the answer to those questions.  What he shares most in common with Gray is his ability to stay nonjudgemental, even when talking to those on the fringe of society.  He stays open and receptive to what they say, not engaging in arguments or slowly backing away from their psychosis.  It’s only when he returns to the reader that he expresses his true feelings.

If I had any complaint about the book, it’s the length, with just 130 pages.  That said, when you read the end, with Carrier running after an antelope, after thirty-four years  in search of the moment, “I have everything I need, the wilderness unfolding in front of me,” you feel completely satisfied.  I suppose what I’m really looking for instead, is a new book.  Running After Antelope was published in 2001, since then the world has changed, or at least our perception of the wold has changed.  Like all great writers I admire, I wan’t only, their help in making sense  of what is erupting in complex and enigmatic times.  No sooner had my fingers tapped this paragraph across my keyboard, I learned that Carrier has a new book out: Prisoner of Zion.  “My response to 911,” as he puts it.

If neither David Sedaris or Sarah Vowell can convince you to read this book, then please accept this article as my highest recommendation.  Scott Carrier will have you questioning the way you live your life, taking you on a hilarious and heartbreaking journey.  Through war torn countries, an antelope hunt, and his own neurosis.

A few years ago I heard Carrier reading his story, Test, on This American Life.  It’s stuck in my mind since, even when I forgot where or when I head it.  In the story he is traveling around Utah, administering a test to schizophrenics as part of a Medicaid study.  The story appears around the midpoint of the book, which also happens to be a low point for Scott.

Today, in a restaurant eating lunch between interview, I decided to take the test.  I answered the questions and scored myself appropriately, and, at some point, I realized I wasn’t doing so well.  I decided not to add up the points, because then I’d be left with a score and I’d never forget it.”

He closes the story by telling us what he would have written had he been a patient.  It’s one of the most beautiful moments, where he makes real discoveries about himself.  Like his brother and friends are chasing after a lone male antelope, it changes direction and Scott Carrier does as well, in hot pursuit.

You’re probably not going to find this book at your local book store, so try Amazon.  As for Prisoner of Zion, though it has been released, it seems I can’t find it anywhere.

our broken Borders (books part I)

August 21, 2011 in columns, mostly non-fiction

[note to the reader this article has been edited after it's initial publication in order to correct a few inaccuracies regarding the career and misrepresented advance that Mr. Santora received.  Thank you Nick Santora for clearing up those egregious factual errors. ]

This is the first part of a two part article; the first part exploring the failure of Borders Books, the second part examining physical books as an art form.

As I write this, vultures are picking over the rotten meat of the Borders carcass, books, movies, music, and basically anything not bolted down to the foundation will eventually be sold.  Since the company filed for bankruptcy on February 16, 2011 I had been anticipating what would eventually come to pass in July, liquidation.  This prompted a flurry of business reports that explained how Borders was a company that moved too slowly through the digital age.  They had trouble adapting and just like the Dinosaurs or the giant Sloth of South America, they died off.  Even Borders themselves were quick to admit that.

The fact is that Borders had been facing headwinds for quite some time, including a rapidly changing book industry, the eReader revolution, and a turbulent economy.  We put up a great fight but regrettably, in the end, we weren’t able to overcome these external forces.    

-Mike Edwards, CEO of Borders

This arrived in my email box on July 21st and as I read this passage I couldn’t help but wonder if Mike Edwards really believed what he was saying or if he had just been given a really great scapegoat by the commentators on MSNBC.  Those things played a part in Borders demise but there were other big factors as well, self inflicted factors.

I’ve worked for a lot of poorly run companies but Borders really took the cake as the worst.  I joined their staff in November of 2007, a month after moving to Los Angeles, at first I was trilled to work for a company that sold my favorite art form, books.  (More on books as an art form in part II) by March of 2008 it became abundantly clear that Borders was fighting off an army of angry Jihadist’s with NERF guns and tennis balls.

I’ve broken down their failings into six categories, each were pieces to a puzzle that when put together formed a picture of the Titanic as it split in two and sank to the bottom of the Atlantic ocean.

1. website

While Mike Edwards regurgitated the line about the eReaders, I never once heard discussion about their website.  This is a website that launched on May 27, 2008.  Yes, you read that right 2008 not 1998.  Borders did not have their own website until eleven years after Barnes and Noble.  From 2001 to 2008 Borders had a special arrangement with Amazon.com, when you went to borders.com (click here now to see the sad remains of a rotting corpse) you were redirected to Amazon.com.  The only difference was a little Borders logo in the corner.  Amazon acted as the distributor and Borders received a cut of the sales.

In 2008 they concluded that no other major retailers (let alone the second largest bookstore chain in the US) were using another company to act as their surrogate.  So they established their own site, but by this time they were so late to the game they should have just pretended the internet didn’t exist altogether.  The moral of the story, they should have had a fucking website ten years earlier.

2. eReaders

In 2007 Borders was just beginning to sell the Sony eReader, which was fairly expensive, around $300 way more than the Kindle.  They never sold well.  The market was still relatively small and many believed that these electronic books would never catch on.  They did, and up until the day I left in 2010 they were still pushing that Sony reader despite Amazon’s Kindle and the Barnes and Noble’s Nook.

This is what everyone refers to when they talk about the demise of Borders, they didn’t launch their own eReader until July 7, 2010, the Kobo.  I was surprised to learn that Kobo is another company separate from Borders.  Obviously they only sold this device for a year before the company wen’t under but I had to wonder if they hadn’t already learned their lesson with the website.  Despite being late to the party on the eReader craze Borders decided to forge ahead with an inferior product and another misguided partnership.  While this was certainly part of Borders overall sales problem, I don’t believe it was necessary for them to have an eReader.

3. the bookshelves

During the summer of 2008 it was announced that there would be a change in how the company stocked books.  We would be carrying less variety and more quantity.  What that means is that we would carry fewer different titles in the store but more copies of the titles we were carrying.  To me this was one of the biggest fundamental mistakes of the company.  You can buy bestsellers just about anywhere today, from Target, to Staples, even Best Buy, or your local drugstore.  Amazon has mass quantities at dramatically lower prices than just about anyone, so when someone chooses to go to a brick and mortar store like Borders or Barnes and Noble they go because they are looking for a large selection of books they want today.

From the summer of 2008 on, Borders began to lose a valuable customer; the one who actually wanted to shop at Borders.  It doesn’t take long for customers to catch on when you don’t have what they’re looking for in stock, before they start going to a different store.

4. employee happiness

If you don’t believe that the happiness of your employees effects your business then you’re either a terrible businessman or you’re the general manager at a Walmart.  I stayed at Borders for just over three years because the economy sucked and I have a strong tendency to become complacent even in terrible work environments.

In the summer of 2008 it was announced that Borders would no longer be hiring full time employees.  Full time employees were guaranteed between 35 and 40 hours and week and a better benefits package.  All existing part-time employees (like myself) who were hoping to become full timers were shit out of luck.  Aside from managers once you were part time you were only part time, forever.  This quickly soured any good feelings there might have been between many of the stores part-time employees and a struggling Borders, in fact my store had a major exodus just two months after this announcement.  At the end of 2009 hours were cut back so dramatically, it was not uncommon for the store to have just three employees on the floor during a Christmas rush.

5. CEO’s

From 2006 to 2011, Borders ran through three CEO’s.  This constant change in leadership meant that every year or so you had to be retrained on a whole new set of core principals that most likely were not related to the ones you’d just learned.  George Jones was the CEO from 2006 to January 5, 2009 when he was fired, in that time the economy was never considered good, and Borders business was not either.  Yet George Jones still pulled in a $2.1 million salary every year.  I suspect that this, and the fact that Borders did not have a website lent heavily to his firing.

Jones’ replacement was Ron Marshall, he’d never worked in the book business before and he ran the company that way.  After just a year on the job he quit, coincidentally on exactly the same day as myself.  Now he’s the CEO for a north eastern grocery store chain.  Marshall’s replacement was Mike Edwards, yes the same Mike Edwards who wrote the statement above.  He was doomed from the beginning, but if he was so willing to blame the companies failures on a changing book industry then there was nothing he could do to turn things around.

6. Borders Publishing

In 2007, the same year that Ron Marshall paid himself $2.1 million, the same year they cut back employee hours and stopped full time employment, the same year that many economists were predicting a second great depression, Borders opened their own publishing house.  Technically this was yet another partnership, this one with Lulu Press.  This was not uncommon, most major chains sell their own printing of public domain classics.  It was less common for them to sell new books from unknown authors.

Actually, this could have been a cool idea, if they were publishing books people wanted to read.  Could have, is the key phrase.  Their first self published book was Slip and Fall by Nick Santora, he’d never written a novel before.  In less than a year it was selling for $2 in our bargain bin.

The same goes for Borders second exclusively sold and published book, The Eighth Day by Tom Avitabile.  Tom was supposedly a friend of George Jones who had no previous writing experience and hasn’t had any since. Borders couldn’t give away copies of his book, eventually I found myself in the stock room ripping the cover off the books to return to the publisher where they presumably were burned for fuel. I don’t know what he got for writing the book but  Borders bought the film rights to the book for a reported $8 million.  [according to my general manager at the time.]  Needless to say  The Eighth Day won’t be coming to a theater near you.  I often wonder if that was the best way to spend the companies money, especially during a rapidly changing book industry, the eReader revolution, or a turbulent economy.  The only smart thing you could say about Borders Publishing was that they only published two books.

In summation

I could go on and on about Borders failings they were not limited to these six, but it was these six that played the biggest roles.  Cd’s, DVD’s and the Borders Rewards Plus program were disastrous as well.  External factors played their role but much of what caused their historic collapse was self inflicted.  It seems that at almost every critical juncture Borders made the wrong choice and you can only make so many wrong choices before Mr. Liquidation comes-a-knocking at your door letting you know that you made your last wrong choice.

As a lover of books and someone who one day hopes to have a book that will be sold on the shelves of American bookstores, I don’t revel in the loss of Borders.  In the end this may only mean marginally better profits for Amazon or Barnes and Noble, it may mean slightly better profits for local independent bookstores.  The price of physical books might rise, beyond that I doubt that consumers will even notice Borders absence.  If you’re one of the “many” people I’ve seen commenting on articles, begrudgingly migrating to Barnes and Nobel, rest assured, they’re no different.  Anyone who says any different is just kidding themselves.

giving and receiving

April 13, 2011 in album reviews, reviews

check this record out you won’t regret it

I haven’t had a new favorite band in quite some time, well really since Nirvana.  So it’s been about eighteen years since there was a band in my life that had me impatiently waiting for their next album release.  It’s been an equally long amount of time since I found a band so enjoyable to listen to an entire album from start to finish in one sitting as a pure singular experience for just enjoying.

LAKE was born (like so many bands on the k-records label) along the I-5 corridor but known mostly as an Olympia band.  Though I would not say that it is glaringly obvious there is no mistaking that their sound is a product of the region.  To date they have four records easily available on Amazon.com and itunes.  Their most recent release Giving and Receiving was released on Tuesday by k-records and was well worth the wait.

I am not a record reviewer and have nothing similar that would even qualify me as such, in writing this post I wanted only to share an incredible band and an incredible record with my fellow internauts.
I don’t know if this is the right term to use but it seems to fit, LAKE is indie pop at its absolute best.  Not intending to turn anyone off if you either love or loathe, but picture them as what the Mamas and the Papas would have sounded like if they were from Olympia.

Giving and Receiving does not quite live up to their first K release Oh, the places we’ll go but it is unquestionably better than anything else I’ve heard in the last eighteen years.  Hip swinging bass lines, simple and soft guitar riffs, subtle brass that fades in and out, foot tapping drum beats, and an omnipresent keyboard that swirls from 80′s electronic synthesizer to an early 70′s jazz organ to piano.  Their lyrics are soft and beautiful, the album is split between male and female voices occasionally both together.

The sounds form less of an urban sound scape than that of something natural, it belongs in the wilderness.  This is probably why they so strongly remind me of my second apartment in Los Angeles, warm summer evenings in Griffith park with my wife and dog.  If I was to create a camping playlist this would be it.

I can’t urge you strongly enough to check them out.  Their easy to find on itunes and amazon there are two spectacular songs available for free download at rcrdlbl.com.  If you find that you love them as much as I do then you may want to see them live, they are currently touring for the release of Giving and Receiving and if you live in the Seattle area they will be performing at the Tractor Tavern in Ballard on May 15th.  I’ll be there for what is sure to be a truly memorable experience.